It's Christmas again December 2011

It's Christmas again and all is not Merry
Blues in my shoes feelin' a little scary

Got the blues in my shoes and Christmas is near.
I want to hide and not go out.
The thought of smiles and laugher
Just makes me pout!

Miserable not a good time to talk
Time to get mad or go for a walk.
I'm just so damn tired
I'm going to nap.

Where is my bed?
ahhhhh....yes...doesn't take long
I'm dreaming again
and
this time not about men!
In my dream I see such a sight
a gaggle of IBIS moving toward me in flight

Now in front of me
or
they appear to be

connecting to earth one by one

Bright white feathers
little feet prancing about

what an awe-inspiring sight
Their wings tucked in tight by their sides

I feel my body getting lighter and lighter
as I float above the scene
I see a blob of feathers moving and pecking on the ground
Now morphing into a river....I awake to the a sound!

Time to wake up some body is saying.
Says who?
Not me.
Just for a moment...just to get up and pee
Sleep is curative I say with a smile
I'm back in dreamland...I'm back in flight
Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night.

May 14, 2011
Lingo
Beliefs are connected to language.
Language or Ligo
Those of us with similar beliefs use similar language/similar Lingo.
We feel the comfort of understanding the meaning.
But....what is the meaning of meaning.
Webster's New World Dictionary decribes meaning as:
What is intended to be signified or understood.
More Lingo:
signified=to be made know by sign or word to be important
understand
to stand amog
to assume from what is heard
to take as meany interpret
to take as a fact
to learn
to know the nature character of
to be sympathetic with
to have understanding comprenhension
to be informed believe
ego the self, the individual as self aware
phychonalists that part of the psyche that governs action rationally
sovereignty the statis rule etc. of a sovereign supreme and independent political authority
sovereign above all others, supreme in power,rank, independant of all others, a ruler
forgive, to give up resent against,or the desire to punish,pardon and an offense or offender)
What I have learned in my Monday night class is that I'm enjoying a belief system that let's everybody off the hook.
Ego is a beautiful thing. An understanding of oneself.
A soverign has a powerful ego and this is a beautiful thing.
No need to ever actively think about hurts once you give up resentment and desire to punish.
I get to continue to let everybody off the hook and keep moving forward in a feel good world with so much to appreciate.