Tuesday, November 21, 2006

My oldest sister died last Thursday.
She was 71.
Her husband passed last year and they were very close.
They were amazingly close and did that whole 50 year married thing
with
a bunch of kids and grand-kids.
Shortly after her husbands passing, my sister developed a bunch of
icky stuff.
She was in a hospice ALL summer, hanging by a thread and
finally she gave up her physical body last Thursday afternoon.
It's a beautiful thing that she is now living in pure spirit.
You can imagine how trying on the family and how s_i_ty she must have
felt!
....or not, Abe says we all get to choose our own experience of our
experience. Being "old" and "useless" for some of us feels like being
royalty and being pampered...how are we to know how others flow their
energy?

Anyway, back to my sister.

I was never very close to her on the physical plane but since she
croaked and I like that Abe-term because it's offense....there is no
death, we are eternal beings : ) I have been sensing a connection to
her vibe from time to time.

My sister now lives in sheer bliss.

I believe, like we Abe-ers believe, that you can only connect with
the other side when you are in bliss.

You have to be a match to their vibe.

Now for the story about celery....finally....hahahaha:

Yesterday in Wallmart, I was feeling really good, grateful and all
that jazz
and
I happened by the produce department.
The amazing thing is I could smell the celery.
I thought to myself, "I don't ever remember smelling the celery like
this before. I was a few feet away and Woah.....this celery smells
like celery".
It was like I had never smelt celery before, it was magical.
Then I thought:
"This must be my sister smelling through my nose".
hahahahaha...I felt a little high...kinda trippy and
my eyes welled up. I was so excited and happy for the connect.
I felt the closeness....I got a tad flustered as I noticed the greens
and the reds and the orange veg-es...colors seemed more vivid, then I
lost the connection as I found myself on my ever available cell
phone, calling to connect with my husband.

ummmmmmmm.....over this past weekend, the day after we
got the news of my sister's "death", my husband and I took our
already packed and ready to go planned vacation to a resort area
and
those "high" feelings,
I allowed and although I felt from time to time "trippy and slightly
manic".....it was a WOW!
I felt safe being that high, holding my husbands hand on our weekend
away.

Sheer bliss is a vibe I dabble with and yes, on the little get-away
vacation
the day after my sisters passing, with my husband, I felt safe and I
lingered
and lavished in bliss.
I know, my sister was with me, was with us.

ummmmmmmm.....delightful!

but now we're back home and my husband went to work.
and
I went back to work.
I'm okay with a step down, feeling just gerrrrrrrr-ate.
Ha!
I live in feeling gerrrrrrrrrrrr-ate.....I liked the step up to bliss
though!
I thought I was living in bliss till I had a "whiff" of it via the
celery and other things over the past few days....hahaha
I know there will be more steps back up there and this is good.
Thanks for listening to my celery story, I just had to tell someone!
: )

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