Oh the agony of not being able to make a decision of what to do! I am use to lineing up with what I want. I never do anything unless it feels right.
Here's what's going on:
For the past week a mom from Melbourne, Florida has been trying to re-cruite me to teach at her childs school. It's only one day a week for one hour and I could make up to $350 a month. Ha!
It isn't the money that attracts me. It is my being in control of my passion and doing the teaching thing my way. I want absolute control of how I teach the class.
30 years of experience and of "running the show" so to speak. I know what to do.
I have decided after much back and forth contemplation, and driving the people close to me crazy with my indecision, to finally teach 4 year olds.
Hahahaha............after 20 years in Florida and having reached the high level of 6th degree blackbelt, and the title Jo-Kyoshi I am being sought after to teach a small group of pre-schoolers at their location in Melbourne. Hahahaha.
The mom has approached me three times and each time, I told her: "Nah! This is something I have resisted for many years. 4 year olds are like monkeys! I'm not lineing up with this!"
However, last night I slept on the idea and this morning I finally focused on the positive aspects and kept that focus for maybe 30 seconds,without contradicting and not looking at the negative and then I easily kept going.
Before that I could only talk less than 15 seconds without feeling resistance. It was like trying to take a journey and going from the car to the house....back and forth with out even getting out of the drive way! Funny huh?
Now I see the big picture. I have decided, I figured it out. Ha! I'm going to teach 4 year olds. I am making a commitment at another location for 5 months. This is total of 20 classes. The money will follow. The main thing is I feel GOOOOOOOOOOD! I can see the big picture. More about this to come.